Wednesday, May 04, 200510:15 PM

What an encounter! We had our mission conference and today was the last day.  This afternoon I was set on cloud nine, I spent the morning listening to one of my pastors tapes from a few weeks back talking about the Power we have in Christ as a Christian.  Then I spent all day listening to Gospel music and allowing it to minister to my heart. At lunch I read about 5 chapters in my bible and it was the lst half of 1st Corinthians.  One thing that spoke to me was (1 Corinthians 9:16) For though I preach the gospel, I have nothing to glory of: for necessity is laid upon me; yea, woe is unto me, if I preach not the gospel!  Woe unto me if I don't preach the Gospel.  I woke up this morning weeping profusely for those that are lost.  There is going to come a day that we as Christians are called home and we will be standing there at the White Throne judgment  where the lost is judged.  It is burned into my mind seeing family, relatives and friends being cast in to the lake of fire because they did not believe or I myself decided not to tell them about Jesus Christ because I was not up to it.

EVERY VERSE THAT WAS PREACHED ON TONIGHT I READ IN THE BIBLE THIS AFTERNOON OR HEARD IT THROUGH THE TAPE I WAS LISTENING!  IF THAT ISNT A CALL TO MINISTRY THEN NOTHING IS. 

I continue to get both inner callings and outer callings to preach and I hope and pray that God's will be done!

I have set aside every Monday for the Lord on fasting and praying and reading his precious Word.  Christians please pray for me as I continue to see God move in my life!  Pray that God does His will with me and that I am sensitive to the Holy Spirit  and His guidance.  Pray that God will keep me away form the Enemy and that God will produce divine encounters.  Most of all but not least pray that God will provide funds ($2000) for me to go to Nicaragua in addition to learn Spanish enough to understand some words and conversations.

Praise be to God the Father and out Lord Jesus Christ!